I think of it as a breaker switch, when their satanic actions cause a very unfamiliar horrific overwhelming sick to my stomach feeling, my breaker switch goes off...I shut down and feel peace.

we call it ending the game…the pysch tactics used against us are horrendous to come out. i still after almost a year of being out still have trigeer words i uave to fight but im getting there. so many had it worse then me but i hope to be of help to others coming out of it

The victims feel the same way...

Am i broken? I hear all tye evil that goes on and and it is truly like im in a movie, just watching… waiting for the rnf. I feel some sadness for the children but i do t get a lot of emotions. Onec in a great while it eells up and I shed a tear or two and then its back to the numb, distant feeling.

Do you remember that video with Epstein and whoever else torturing that woman? 🤯😳

My heart starts to race and I swear my blood flow changes when I take 2 seconds to think about that HORRIFIC AWFUL DEMONIC situation.

I really feel though that the world must KNOW what has been going on OR these Victims will
never have Justice and some how these EVIL Practice may continue in the future. BUT...since I can’t erase those horrible images from brain, I also want to spare others. 😢

What is the Correct way? Show them what we know (which I am SURE is nothing compared to reality) or protect the awakening Sheeple?

I do that all the time with every tragedy, because I've experienced so much of my own, I can't spare anything.

surviving anything traumatic sometimes makes it so you cant turn it off. turning the volume down is the best I can do.

One thing though, you was also under MKUktra programming your entire life
,think about it
You shut down not Because your empathy is out, your stupid programmed not to see the hard truths, even when it happens to you
You dont have to loose your childhood to see the MKUktra is en mass and we choose kitten or butterfly ect programming via media ect f eks. We all are trauma based programmed

ditto Martin.

ditto

Same here, have to in order to keep my sanity. A few times while down the rabbit hole have seen things that will haunt me forever, sadly I know it's even worse.

Q: END WILL BE NOT FOR EVERYONE...

WITH EVERY SINGLE DAY OF SLACKING, AMOUNT OF BLOCKED NORMIES WILL RISE, NOT OTHER WAY ROUND...

ITS LIKE "WITNESS OF JEHOWAH" SYNDROM... IF YOU REPEATED OFTEN, WHAT PEOPLE DONT WANT TO HEAR, THEY WILL SIMPLY IGNORE WHOLE...

MEANWHILE YOU WEAR OUT THOSE, WHO BELIEVE IN Q TOTALLY ALSO...

TIME WAS ALREADY RUN OUT...

THOSE, WHO PLANNED Q ANNON ARE SIMPLY IDIOTS, IF THEY BELIEVE, THAT COULD AWAKENED MORE WITHOUT ANY HARD PROOFS...

Just send them love, and as much healing energy as you can muster. 💙

:(
🙏🙏🙏

same :(

I’d love to help them

https://abcnews.go.com/Ent...

very common - I'd say most do this. Few however are able to admit it.

They actually teach us to "candy coat" our truths so it is easier on others. It's so horrific as survivors we can only process a small bit at a time.

If it helps, fortunately, we have been created with the ability to compartmentalize. These experiences are stored everywhere in bits and pieces.

I will say surviving satanic rituals is way easier than the MK Ultra. Re-wiring the nervous system and body may never be complete - but progress is always being made.

It makes it very hard for us to 'heal' in a vacuum when we are not able to share our stories and/or connect with humanity.

I find if I focus on the miracles of healing it helps 'bridge' the gap

Another thought - MK Ultra includes silencing us and keeping us from talking - we (or loved ones) will die if we talk, so when we do we are breaking the programming.