Hi all...

I've had two days to decompress, and now, unfortunately, I have a cold. So, yay me. Anyway, I came to a very powerful realization in the last 48 hours: Manifesting is very VERY real, and it's so important to keep your thoughts in check, because you can very well end up manifesting what you fear.....just like I did 💔

Not saying he didn't play a big part in why this didn't work out, but I definitely helped, too.

Honesty, transparency and consistency are key!

So my cousin was curious about Connor and made a fake profile on Hinge and found his profile annnnnnd the most recent picture was added a week ago.

Yeah...he can go fuck himself. I'm no longer compassionate. I'm livid 🤬

I just don't understand what happened between Wednesday and now 💔

Well...mini-golf guy broke up with me 💔 I'm devastated right now. His message was so cold hearted.

No hate on the other members, but Ace's solo album was the best one! And this is probably my favorite song off it 🥲

https://youtu.be/LKdHy18rZ...

Ever wonder where the saying shits and giggles came from? Like....every time I hear it I think about it 😂😂

Rest well, Ace... :'(

https://www.billboard.com/...

He was one of us, too 💔 RIP Space Ace!

OMG! Ace Frehley is on life support with a brain bleed 💔 my KISS heart is broken. I mean, I know they're gonna go at some point, but not like this....

Good question I've always been taught to believe that all you had to do was accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your savior and that you would go to heaven.

No man is good you can only try to do good. Trump mentioned with maybe these Good deeds he's doing that it will get him into heaven but unless he asked the Lord Jesus Christ into his heart and that he is our savior he may not make it into heaven.

Our belief in God and Jesus Christ is a very personal belief and only he would know for sure his true belief in God into which God he believes in.

He said his statement that stopping these wars might help him get into heaven and he was just being cutesy suggesting that.

Having a strong faith in God should confirm that you already know you will be accepted into heaven.

Check out this video from this search, trump says he probably won't make it to heaven https://share.google/QJ5aa...

Why is Trump all of a sudden talking about how he probably won't make it to heaven?

Well, my mom finally got her dental implants 🥰 and my relationship with mini-golf guy isn't over yet ❤️

I've been getting such terrible spiritual warfare lately regarding my relationship with mini-golf guy 😭 it seems like we have a great moment together, then I start spiraling from overthinking the worst.

I literally have NO clue why! 😭

Might not be able to publish my book, after all. Some things aren't adding up 🙄 not surprised. I wasn't excited at all.

Why is it that when you're in a relationship, all the guys who never paid you any mind suddenly come out of the woodwork? I've gotten hit on by 3 men in the last month, and these guys followed me for years.

Had a great day on Wednesday with mini-golf guy. He came over and we watched a movie. Talked and joked around. This is like the 4th time he's been to my house. Things are getting pretty serious with us and I couldn't be happier 🥰

When I know for certain that we're officially official, I'll post the selfie we took. Until then, just know I'm finally happy for once and it's the most amazing and terrifying thing in the world ❤️

I also have a meeting next Wednesday for my book. Apparently they finished reviewing it and are eager to talk to me. I'm hoping that's good news 😬

It was a bad night/day for my OCD 😭 miscommunication with mini-golf guy had me, once again, thinking it was over between us lol I am a freaking mess! Now I get why I didn't date much.

Since we can't find a place to live right now, my mom is having her teeth fixed (implants). They said what she has going on could kill her, so.....house be dammed, her health is more important 🙏

When you find out you're more than likely allergic to fabric softener at 1:30 am 😭

Almost ready to send off my manuscript. I didn't realize they needed one file, so I had to put 36 chapters into one long chapter. I downloaded it from Google docs, unfortunately, word doesn't recognize some of the features 🙄 so now.....I have to go through 458 pages and fix everything lol gonna be a loooooong weekend, but hey, I'm one step closer to accomplishing my dreams! 🥹

And not to mention, I FINALLY found the man of my dreams ❤️ God is treating me well....and it's scary lol but I'm going all in, because what do I have to lose?

So....I'm not digging Melania's dress at the state banquet. I think she could have chosen better 🤷‍♀️ I think a dark red or emerald green would have looked better on her!

We are not the same

Mini-golf guy and I are getting really close. He came over after work today and we hung out for 2 hours watching TV, cuddling, and talking. We actually started falling asleep 😂

Idk y'all, I think he's the one ❤️

I hate this world so fucking much 💔 RIP Charlie Kirk