Heartbreaking enormous sadness 🙏😭

it truly does take so much courage to stick it out!!!!

lo 🕊🙌🏼💖🙏🏼

if there a scare event and depending on what it is then we could lose more. I have my own fears for family members, good people but not fully awake. Brainwashed by the school system and MSM. I wasn't awake soon enough

Most of my family in Europe is still asleep except less than a handful, completely understand !

Y E S . Martin - your key word(s) "I am" still here.

Isaiah 54
4 ‘Do not be afraid; you will not be put to shame.
Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated.
You will forget the shame of your youth
and remember no more the reproach of your widowhood.
5 For your Maker is your husband –
the Lord Almighty is his name –
the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer;
he is called the God of all the earth.
6 The Lord will call you back
as if you were a wife deserted and distressed in spirit –
a wife who married young,
only to be rejected,’ says your God.
7 ‘For a brief moment I abandoned you,
but with deep compassion I will bring you back.

Ever better, thanks to places like Anonup, individuals have found they are not alone. We are everywhere and are growing in number! God is moving mountains and we are here to experience it. Hallelujah God wins!

Anons on this platform are the best and toughest damn Patriots in existence!

Thank you kobayashi and @vincentkennedy because Nana thinks that this site that ya'll have so graciously provided us with has been our strength thro this whole thing since we all got scattered from twit wit.

This platform has made the difference in our staying together in this battle without giving up and given us a family to hold on to in keeping vibrations from sinking to dangerous lows.

Nana loves you all.

Beautiful Nana ... esp "what you think about others" ... is so true, they will become your thoughts ... it all matters!

Oh my gosh, did I need this post tonight. I spent time talking with my only awake cousin who wants me to go to an Aunt's memorial service. I come from a huge family and I find myself alienating myself more and more because I just can't relate to any of them. I can't be surrounded by all of my jabbed family members and not be drowning in emotional pain. I can't sit and do small talk about nonsense when all of this insanity is going on. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere except here. I finally told my jabbed family members that I was really sick in Dec./Jan. I didn't want to hear "I told you you should have gotten jabbed" comments. I wanted them to see that I survived and pray they won't get boosters. I keep seeing the words "Family Is Everything" which is something I already knew yet I feel like I have lost mine in this battle. Martin, I pray it is over soon. I really need for them all to see that I am not crazy and understand why I am pulling away. It is just too painful.

I understand your pain, I would venture to say almost everyone here has the same/similar story. I have finally given up on hoping my family will wake up. IMHO, I have done all I can do. At this point rejoice in the fact that we are living in an amazing time and you were one of so many that fought this battle against the evil. You do it for your family and friends, although they have no idea - you know - God Bless you! I think our next job is to be their when they know the truth. It will be hard, but we all have to refrain from "I told you so"..kindness will be our best gift to them. Remember, most of us have had 4+ years to learn sooo much..they will be in some major angst

SO true!!! I think most of us, if not all are going through the same emotions.
It's a trying experience. Very painful and lonely at times. 🙏

Patience 😶
Never had much of it 😐
So years ago I asked God for patience 😕
Little did I know frustrating things would help develop it 😖
Obama, real estate crash, MSM brainwashed family, two years of "Covid", lost job, Biden, and long drawn-out anticipation of disclosure. 😵
Someone said, "Never ask God for patience!" 😲
Yeah; thanks. 🙄
What was I thinking? 🤦
Can I take it back?? 😬

My feeeel/sense on patience: Those of us awake - those of us who know - we have the patience of a SAINT. Every day is a challenge being here - just in the energy/vibe of this realm is jarring because it isn't aligning. Evil created this place - and those of us awake to this - we are frigging AMAZING! Just because we struggle at times and want this over NOW doesn't mean we lack patience. Far from it!

So true.

When I pray for patience it is with a stutter because of fear of what lessons I will be given. In weak moments I amend my request with 'not too much at once, I don't think I can handle a hard lesson right now."

I hope God has a sense of humor.

Last couple nights I've dreamt that I was counting down the days... But I don't know what number I'm on. Hoping it's days, not months or even worse years.

Mass awakening won't be the end of our trial of patience, just think of all the people we so badly want to say... I told you so to... they are going to need even more patience. Most of us have had years in the rabbit holes, seen what the worse of people will do for fame and fortune. Imagine learning that all in a short time... all their heroes are evil beyond their craziest nightmares.

So thankful that I had the time to go down the rabbit holes and the time to take time off to regroup, recover and come to the acceptance of what has been happening in the shadows.

So thankful for AU, we are in this together. I remember you all in my prayers, we all need to put on the armor of God.

I sincerely worry about our veterans. Our men and women that rushed into wars to defend And protect us. They watched their friends die, missed watching their children grow, matiatal strife,substance abuse, suicide. When you ask them about it,they say they would do it again for free. I can’t imagine the pain and emptyness they’re going to experience when they find out it was all orchestrated. Yes the waiting is torture. I’m using this time to strengthen myself. We need to be so strong for them. It’s our turn to fight. We must win this war. When I’m feeling stupid, alone, crazy, afraid… I shrug it off and remind myself at least nobody is shooting at me.

Phew! This is the first time I’ve ever expressed my fears. Your writing is an inspiration. Bless you, please never stop!