I intuitively know that 'we have it all' means exactly that. Anons have to sit with the knowledge (inferred, evidenced, rational) that a flood of damning, incontrovertible, and indefensible information will be released at some point. Documents, confessions, videos — no shortage of proof to destroy the old paradigm.

The waiting, however, is torture. Literal psychological torture. All kinds of professional, personal, and family relationships degrade and break. Injustices are heaped upon us. Our world becomes a game of attrition and willingness to 'hold the line' in an epic test of faith.

I dread to think how many we have lost to alcoholism, overdoses, disease, suicide, and mental breakdown. I have had my own struggles offstage, and yet I am still here. Mass awakening is the end of our nightmare of 'trial by patience'. Nothing could ever be sweeter.

Last couple nights I've dreamt that I was counting down the days... But I don't know what number I'm on. Hoping it's days, not months or even worse years.

Mass awakening won't be the end of our trial of patience, just think of all the people we so badly want to say... I told you so to... they are going to need even more patience. Most of us have had years in the rabbit holes, seen what the worse of people will do for fame and fortune. Imagine learning that all in a short time... all their heroes are evil beyond their craziest nightmares.

So thankful that I had the time to go down the rabbit holes and the time to take time off to regroup, recover and come to the acceptance of what has been happening in the shadows.

So thankful for AU, we are in this together. I remember you all in my prayers, we all need to put on the armor of God.