Martin last night was the worst I have even been through. My wife and I both. Your message here is like having you sat down with us and discussed this almost word for word. I used the word tortured she said tormented. What the hell do we do about it? This morning we are wiped out. The feeling are so overwhelmed Normally it is not like this. We have faith and strength. Both between us and in our small group. But something changed last night. And we do not like it. To much external input and disruption going on.
Damn.

Well, I have to say that I was given some ideas on how to work through most of what was so troublesome for us as I wrote my last post. Found some vids and and other words that addressed the roots of our night. And that there was a lesson to be explored. But in a nutshell we are all a works in progress. And that sometimes we get lost in its complexities between the lines, and derail our strenghts, rather than it's solutions. And discoveries.

Micro and macro psychopathology. Individual and collective - it works the same I discovered last years. My great theme. Personal I met them more than once unfortunately and it became an life-study for myself. Very interesting and nasty! Not all people are good. 1 on 20 lacks conscience/awareness. So You will meet for sure. And many remain unrecognizable. You can first only feel something essential is not oké and after that check the outcome. Gladly time is changing and frequency is increasing. Still most will miss the Emptiness of Nothing!

1 on 5 in politics and in higher functions...
That is what we may see these days.
A sick world.

As an empath it's hard to go through all of the chaos right now & how I detest the lies & deception! 😠

I've felt that chaos just being around people (I never liked crowds & now I *really* don't like crowds), but I was also encountering a kind of curious "blankness", & that's when I stumbled across terms like NPC (non-playable character) & started wondering how many people aren't really people but something like a CGI character in a movie or a video game

When you see how resistant many are even with all of the contradictions & evidence bubbling up, you have to wonder 🤔

It is also hard to remain sane in a world so disconnected from reality that the absolutely horrific and unbelievable are perfectly acceptable, and what should be wholesome and acceptable is shunned with shame and revulsion.
I liken the sensation to reversed schizophrenia in that I can see that "the voices in their heads" of control everyone else clearly hears isn't real and I am the only one that isn't affected by it so I don't obey. Now they all think that I a crazy because I am NOT able to hear it as they do! Decades of enduring this make you crazy and often quite lonesome even if daily in a sea of others.
It is almost like a sad science fiction short story where all humans are gone except me, and there are now only billions of robots that are so like humans you almost can't tell them apart even a robot can't tell a human from the other robots. But I can plainly see I am the only human left on earth even though I am surrounded by others consistently, I am alone.

Can so relate to your every word!! I want to wake up with an attitude of gratitude no matter my feelings or circumstances but I’ll admit it is hard when I wake up with this sense of dread.

I started to take into consideration that there aren't nearly as many "real" people as folks are told, & started looking into things like NPCs, clones, etc. & some things made a lot more sense

It's still a hard thing to swallow & deal with, though

We know the truth...it is hard for me to be around the sleepers. I want to shake them yet know I can't. You're right Martin, we do seclude ourselves. I have a very small network now...none of which is my family I was born to. I see my path in my dreams...that's why I walked away, as hard as it was. I chose me, after 47 years on this earth I finally chose me and decided to find who I was and not who everyone thought I should be. As hard a decision it was, this included my adult children, i made the decision I needed to. One day I pray it will be different, but for now, I choose me and this fight...it will save them in the long run

Thank you for sharing this. Same with my Family, i tried talking to them and they think i'm nuts. They ignore me and i can't do it anymore. I love them and it really hurts, but i need peace of mind, and yes, i stay away from all gatherings now and nobody but 1 sis checks in every now and then. I pray that God guides us on this journey as hard as it is sometimes.

The only thing that we can say that comes out of all this, is, we learn from our mistakes.

We are wiser, quicker to identify those that would damage us (intentionally or not), and learn to say 'No', faster - and mean it.

We learn to walk away and NOT let these folk continue to hurt us, because we learn to reserve until the other shows their true self.

In my own experience (which at the end of the day, is all I can offer), the love we desire will present itself, oddly enough, when we stop looking for it.

It happens when we least expect it, because we are not wholly focused on filling our need. We become brave in heart and mind, and THIS is a great attractor, we also develop a very fine filter.

Being alone is not bad. Society trains us to think it is, that we are less, that we have failed. This is just another lie, because society does not value the brave, because the brave are not controllable through fear.

In solitude, we find our real selves, and the power to say, 'N

https://youtu.be/6SfPf-_Oa...
The most dangerous animal on the planet is a man with nothing to lose.

So true. And sometimes it is necessary to recharge and find balance. I seem to be alone a lot and it takes courage to go out amongst the still entranced. Yet to not go is out of the question
There is way too much at stake. For the children!
I think that because of humanity's path being diverted by the evil cabal from our true purpose is what drives the need to belong to something, to fit in somewhere, to be needed. Our humanity has been weaponized against us. I refuse to be that kind of weapon anymore. That is why I keep doing this day after day. After all WWG1WGA!
God bless us all! Thank you so much for the post.

Have faith & believe that all of this scenario has always been abt protecting the next generations to never once again fall in the hands of evil. But also know that if all the kids were already harmed with lethal vaccines from the past, the frontline Q-team knows what will be able to reverse those past parasitic/toxic vax & to heal the avatar(as most of the volunteers carry the DNA correction for the asleep collective on the move). Why Q have posted our family is safe. There are so many fear-fake narrative out there using the children dying of vax, but until one truly knows and close to someone injured fr vax w/o history of others ailments, then yes can conclude. This is why I keep my faith in the plan set eons ago, that many have come down here for this liberation, to save the innocents young & old (willing souls to see the light-truth& change for WW peace), and to punish those who have escaped justice for so long. 🙏🏻

In spite of all of it I have found peace. I mostly feel such heartbreak for the lost ones. I have been at this for a looong time and have learned to not take it personal when the sleepers attack and to not easily get riled up into anger. Maybe because I am an empath I have an easier path to talking to people and finding the right approach.
I mess up badly and succeed grandly often. I mostly fail with the people who know me. That is what hurts the most. I have never shed so many tears for people I don't know. I believe in the plan, I see things happening every day. Plus I know beyond all, God wins! Thanks for the post.