I understand meditation more than most on AU. WHY? I went to Vipassanna. It’s a Free 10 day course. Only donations, and ABSOLUTELY NO religion accepted (which is why I went). You can’t talk for 10 days and literally learn true meditation by listening for 5 days to truly clear your mind & the next 5 days spent in a dark coolroom with blankets for 10 hours only to break for vegan meals. But when back in the city over months of garbage, it diminishes over time. How can you not have “some” anger? kids getting raped & trafficked make you happy? I pretty much understand the “show”/“movie”. I’m not angry….more frustrated. Not bragging, but I’m pretty smart on all of this, I just have moments of getting pissed & frustrated. I COULD DO EXACTLY WHAT IT TAKES, but my wife is not on board 100% yet? Should I walk away from my family & do what I think is correct in what I know? OR keep working & remain frustrated? They did decorate for halloween this weekend & had fun while I was…🤮

I think we are all on the same boat. I've been activated for gridwork as blue ray hunter & while my family always have to question everything why I'm doing this & why I'm not being paid & burning my 401k etc. Until now, after ~4 yrs of this work on the road, I still get questioned. But all I can do is trust that in the end, things will all line up for the normie families we all love & are patiently waiting for them to see the light. WE are all being tested w/ all the heavenly virtues when it comes to patience, compassion, forgiveness,uncodnditinal love & finding that inner peace eventually after all these dense/dark shadows w/in all are lifted, due to centuries of karmic energies from past lifetimes.⚖️ Final Justice is purging/healing all our karmic of the past to bring balance w/in, day by day, and each day we heal, we uplift/heal the world as lightworkers/starseeds chosen to wake up first. 🙏