05 June, 06:49
Living through the unwinding of a mind control matrix is distressing and disturbing. It’s a heavy word, but what we endure is torture. We are being assaulted by forces that cause painful psychological disfiguration and real bodily harm. The pressure of social ostracism, programmed mocking, and economic hardship is a constant spiritual drain. The burden of injustice and deceit weighs down on every “normie” endeavour.
It is the hopeful vision of a world without this particular evil that sustains. I have stumbled and fallen many many times on this journey; the real human is frailer and faultier than his public avatar. That hope for truth and change is what pushes me to get up again and carry on, however uncomfortable.
The primary battlefront is internal. One’s own demons and negative spirits constantly offer distraction and self-destruction. “Please, just make the pain end!”. And someday the torturers will be gone, and the agony of this torture over. May it come soon. Hurting.
It is the hopeful vision of a world without this particular evil that sustains. I have stumbled and fallen many many times on this journey; the real human is frailer and faultier than his public avatar. That hope for truth and change is what pushes me to get up again and carry on, however uncomfortable.
The primary battlefront is internal. One’s own demons and negative spirits constantly offer distraction and self-destruction. “Please, just make the pain end!”. And someday the torturers will be gone, and the agony of this torture over. May it come soon. Hurting.
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If anons here hadn't lifted me up (due to that rascal DirtD), I might not be here. We need you, Martin, as much as you (may) need us.
I am a writer (nonfiction) and an artist/designer. The truth we seek in that work makes us all the more vulnerable. We bear our souls and see and feel more than others might.
I've just had my 3 siblings turn their back on me. Well, that's been going on for a while. But the recent character assassination due to my beliefs (and some they just made up) nearly tanked me. I know that you've had struggles with your family as well, for you've been kind enough to share with us.
You are valued and loved, whether you can feel that or not. I have always admired you, since back in the day. A voice and talent such as yours is needed, but what's behind that is a man who is obviously suffering; a good man.
If you were closer, any one of us would bring you a meal, chocolate, or just sit with you. Sending you healing energy. 💙🙏💫
I am a writer (nonfiction) and an artist/designer. The truth we seek in that work makes us all the more vulnerable. We bear our souls and see and feel more than others might.
I've just had my 3 siblings turn their back on me. Well, that's been going on for a while. But the recent character assassination due to my beliefs (and some they just made up) nearly tanked me. I know that you've had struggles with your family as well, for you've been kind enough to share with us.
You are valued and loved, whether you can feel that or not. I have always admired you, since back in the day. A voice and talent such as yours is needed, but what's behind that is a man who is obviously suffering; a good man.
If you were closer, any one of us would bring you a meal, chocolate, or just sit with you. Sending you healing energy. 💙🙏💫
03:22 AM - Jun 06, 2022
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
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