i had heard from Rose(yellowrosefortexas youtube) that we are and should have been, “sitting”. do what you only absolutely have to do to eat, shelter, etc. and letting things go. ive noticed, that i was doing this already. first year of no garden, just couldnt bring myself to do it, which was extremely out of character. i dont want to do anything, actually. our exit, is not long off and her latest video was on being ready, to stand. when the time comes, we will be pulled out and will be standing together above this place. she explains this in more detail than i can here. the main point is letting go of hurts, pains, emotional stuff from the past and detach from things and dramas here. clear yourself from strings and ties that bind. many are going through this now without knowing they are. inner work. when they lose their enter-tainment and inner net, they will have to look at themselves and this is what will scare some and make them go mad. sit and wait, be ready to stand.

also, dont get into more debts here, no more contracts.

signs of internal struggles show up as symptoms on the outside🤷‍♀️

this week: lost a huge contract, famliy issues, lost a small job, and a lot of other small things

i am under attack. this means to me I need to center and ground, and be 100% willing to do something different

here is a chart to follow to monitor where I am wrong.

when I change internally, the external will naturally chnage. while these things may seem simple, they are all part of the process to clearly understand why I have lowered my frequencies.

prayer (ask), meditation (recieve), fast (quit the problem)🥰

you should recieve the entire problem and its solution from God or perhaps the universe. let go and let God😇

I use a Map of Consciousness everyday. Thank you for sharing your process.

Outside the will of God...is outside. 🕊

Having some mental fatigue today Martin. Hoping you innerstand ‘outside’ meaning out of the loop with God & definately not means outdoors. Weakness has me second guess myself. Outside in nature was first meeting house with God. Have found myself almost jealous of Adam & Eve’s cool of the evening walks with the Lord.

Going to take a nap and see if it helps.

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