Joey,

Truth.
About 90% of the time I am positive and so full of light that I practically sparkle.
This is when I am strong enough to lift up others (carry them if need be.)
The other 10% of the time, I am lost in the dark, questioning everything. I feel overwhelmed with the things I have learned - and most of all, the things I am yet to find out.
During those times, I am alone and afraid.
I can only linger in the dark for so long. I've been there before and it can catch hold of you and not let go...if you let it.
Little by little, I remember my family here. Strong, brave, caring, Funny and so bloody intelligent, To be part of this with all of you is an honor.
I think of what we are fighting for - why we are here.
It was always the children. Beautiful, innocent, scared, hurt, sad, hungry. Dying.
That is when this great wave of love washes through me.
I know this is our Father giving me the strength I need to stand up again, put on my armor and stand with you all.
🙏❤️
I