My on edge feeling is laced with a numbness. Information overload, sensory overload, hopium overload…
think to a large degree I have decided to collapse into the theater chair and become a spectator in the truest sense of the word.
Accepting I haven’t gotten any of my family to really wake up in the last 3 years & realizing the odds of last minute conversions in that regard aren’t the kind of odds you want to wager on…
Self hasn’t gotten the self care needed for a long time & that has got to change.
Volunteered at a local food pantry today & again Wednesday to help charge my self back up. And it’s not that I don’t already have ‘dependents’, so to speak. My 80+ yr old mom & a neighbor who has intentionally handicapped herself with a vice or two. Going to work on untangling myself from those who refuse to improve their situation because of depending on my functioning as their crutch. It is/ has worn me out.
Just needed to do something for my heart vibe.

I really like this:

"Going to work on untangling myself from those who refuse to improve their situation because of depending on my functioning as their crutch."

Lol, just wait till they announce Faux Buydin has died. I believe they will. It will begin the Kameltoe drama and create fear and confusion even for anons. Remember Juan has said: People will feel all is lost in our Natonal Near Death experience. This israel hamas nonsense is most likely white hats destroying the [Israeli] tunnels and stockpiles of trafficked weapons and whatever else mossad hides there in Gaza...using hamas as a scapegoat. Soon it will look like WW3 when the bombs start falling elsewhere on evil sites around the world. But that too will be white hats taking out cabal sites. Never forget what Q said a long time ago: Patriots Are Now In Control.
That hasn't changed. We have nothing to fear.
Focus on God and pray away ur PTSD.
There is no reason to be a wreck. Jesus Saves.
The Faithful are sitting pretty!! 😎
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I always appreciate a reminder from time to time. I’m a slow learner and a quick forgetter😘

I'm here everyday trying to keep up. I don't post much, I'm more of a listener. Just wanted to say that being an example through my faith is my goal. I've reached that place that I know fixing the world isn't my job. Showing my faith is, so I will continue calmly, trusting that God's promises are true and that He is the one in control of whomever He chose to fight this battle. Blessings !

Martin. yes the last 6+ years have been stressful for all of us but how thankful I am to have learned some of the truth of the things to come. I pray that I will be able to hold it together for my family and friends who have no idea of what the future holds. If I can help them recover from the shocking events to unfold then the prayers and sleepless nights I have endured will be worth more to me than all the riches of the world. Thank you fellow Anons for being here for each of us as we patiently wait for what is coming!!

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