I have fought in this Realm before.

Or it was planted in my subconscious so that it would appear to be so in repeated dreams of being in combat.

The interesting thing is that about a year ago, after a lifetime of this repeated dream where I die in a winning battle, it began ending with me alive.

I then began remembering, or becoming aware that I was experiencing other strange and dark dreams. And always in these dreams is something so out there that I declare "this is just absurd", pop out of REM, laugh that I just pulled myself out like that, and go back in with a goal. If it turns too weird again I picture myself looking into the camera like an actor that pulls out of character to take a deadpan look at the camera and say "this is just absurd" - at that point the noise for a text coming in on my phone rings and it pulls me back out. I charge my phones on the other side of the house but because of the nature of my business I have to check for emergency, making me get out of b

bed. And when I look to see, there is no emergency message. I LOL at my ability to do this and go back to bed.

I also now have dreams where I am dreaming that I am in bed but unable to sleep. I keep waking up thinking that I didn't sleep but a little - and yet I am rested. Like I slept quite well. How else to explain it?

My older sister, who died of illness, often said, "It's hard to live on earth." I didn't quite understand the meaning of that. I feel it now more than enough. The words left behind by her sister have many links to the present.

Memories of her older sister before she was born.
Her friends told her to stop being born there. But she said she shook it off. I said okay. I don't know if it's the earth or my home, but I think it's both.

I wonder if I was born chasing after my old sister because she was worried. . . ?
earth without my sister. The current earth is so hard to live in that I think I made a bad choice. I wanted to cheer for the earth from outside the earth...

But a little more. Just a little more. . .

wow! i bet she still watches over you today.
So good to see you. How are you feeling and how is your health?

♥️

♾️ I've always been told I have an old soul. I do have one past life memory. I would be fascinated to know your thoughts Kim. Have you had any?

Answered here a bit ago ;)

https://anonup.com/thread/...

Yes.
The first time I really felt it was the night I landed in Ibiza for the first time, had an overwhelming sensation that I had arrived home. My friend traveling with me look at me asked if I was ok because I had tears streaming...I smiled & tried to describe what I was experiencing yet it was hard to put into words.

I can relate...Traveling does that to me, too...feeds my soul!

Definitely, I have a deep sense of being here with my parents and brother, but totally different relations & lives. I’ve always felt that our past life experiences are why we reconnected to be a family in this specific time. We’re kind of a rare family too, we love each other & get along so well & on such a deep level. I feel a strong re-connect to my husband in this life too. I can’t explain really but there’s an extremely deep connection, feelings that are older than me, and exceedingly comfortable/familiar. With all this I can’t say I know anything for sure, but the vibes are certainly strong. How about you?

Love that!
I do my feelings are different.
for me, it's not about specific people but more of a knowing - sort of like I have a deep intuition about things...and certain things that have happened in my life - wild synchronicities :)
+ I've always had crazy strong deja vus...they are almost like visions..it's hard to explain.
I'm sure we all experience it in different ways which is kinda cool!

Not sure. Sometimes, deja vu makes me wonder, but it's fleeting! Just want some resolution to this "movie" so I can adjust to whatever "reality" prevails. I want truth to prevail. Trying to hang in, Kim.
72 isn't that old, but making me feel like it is. We WILL win this!

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