I felt that way the last few years... I was reminded to be the clay and Jesus Christ Holy Spirit as the Potter🙏🏻✨🕊💖Emptying of all ego and attachments to the ego, allowed a beautiful new butterfly in me to emerge and still in process🦋now connecting to people from within and it is a beautiful process💖never alone when with the Holy Spirit🕊💖✨🎶

Wow. You put into words how I have been feeling the past 4 years. The things I have seen through digging has marred my spirit to the point that it is difficult for me remember the matrix version of myself. It is the amount and level of evil that has been revealed to me right in our midst. It is the revelation through hours upon hours of personal research and then the rejection from those that I love who are still that old version of who I used to be. It's the red pill curse. It is the duality of realizing that knowing what I know will make it easier for me when their world ends in the near future as the reality of the sleeping converges with the reality of those awake while simultaneously longing for their temporary ignorance to the horror of their situation in the present. The more people I am around, the more I lonely I feel. I guess ignorance really can be bliss.

Well said. Have felt disconnected for a while - it was my way of surviving but to be clear not from all the family as some "know" now. what i've found is am less attached to the outcomes& don't plan, just am. don't know if that makes sense.
still a work in progress as still need to change some things. in me.

Ascension is painful. But worth it

I believe ‘the nothingness’ expresses the optimum that anyone can feel right now . Rebirth, expansion of knowingness and awareness cannot happen if we are still held in our old restricted stete of mind.
So really it couldn’t be better even if it doesn’t appear so at the moment. For now, we have each other.

I want to get away from people, to live in nature and a lake or ocean at my door. Just me , my dogs and wildlife. To live out my life in peace.

If I could 'like' this 10,000 times...

I’ve been at this place of mind for the past 5 years. It’s hard to grasp any form of happiness knowing what we know and my pleasures of life no longer exist.

I get it..same here!
Faith, trust and love … and just be. ❤️

Same here. At first I thought I was the only one, but time on AU has shown me who my spiritual family is. Without all of you, I would be truly alone. Many blessings to you and all here. 🙏💜

You expressed this so well. I felt a deep sadness long ago. Gradually you will grow stronger as never before.Sadness does arise again. Sit with it and allow yourself to feel it and define it. Right now, I am feeling sad. It gives you so much more dimension. So many do not allow themselves to feel. They are simply tslking heads. With feeling comes deprh, compassion, understanding and a kinder, better world. You will grow so strong and will be able to handle it. Pray and recognize the moments that God was and is by you side all along.