I did love Jesus at one time. But now, I don't know anymore. His timeline? Where to hell do you get that from? I know my Husband was a very good man who was so troubled from the time he spent in WAR and the things he did and saw. I know he died alone because everyone allowed this Covid shit to stop us from visiting. I know I can't get medical help or get my medicine, I am be forced into dropping my internet and cable tv so I can afford pay my rent and eat. Forcing me to live alone with no outside news or anything. I know this vaccine isn't supposed to be good and I see my grand children and children being forced to take it if they want to provide for their family. Really??? Is this the Jesus you believe in?

Jesus was tortured and died for your sins which means he obviously loves you. How you chose to accept/or not accept that love is on you.

I believe, JESUS, died on a cross for our sins. He was persecuted, tortured, shamed, alone, tired and hungry. Is He not worthy of what sacrifices we have to make? If we would have followed God's laws, we wouldn't be in this mess now. Why do you have to watch the news? Shut it off. The best thing you could do, is stop listening to it. I don't watch the news anymore. Live without cable. I haven't paid for cable in years. Read the Bible and read other books. Is that so bad? Can you not live without those things? I know, it's tough, but you can make life better. I concentrate on GOD and JESUS and I am at peace. I have a calmness, that I have never felt before in my life. You should really try and believe. This is my GOD. This is my JESUS. They didn't cause what is going on in this world. Satan and man did. Be mad at Satan and the ones responsible for this mess. By the way, my husband is a disabled Veteran. God is my Father and Jesus is my LORD and SAVIOR.