I just want to say I Love You Both. Your presence here, there and trying to be the change we all need is a huge part to begin with. Every little bit helps push us in the right direction. Lauren VK is right your number one priority is You, Your soul. I follow you but I sense much frustration and you have every right to be, I sometimes get that way as well. We All are working through so much its to be expected now and again but you have something more to give us i can see it. I know your heart cries out in pain and sometimes its directed the wrong way, again its ok. Theres so much to learn, I know you wanna help and you are but do not lose sight of healing yourself. Its easy to get lost in the mix sometimes but You Must Heal Yourself. I had a shitty dad/mom as well went through many challenges alone, taught myself, pushed myself,etc. I had to look at, learn something from, and heal past challenges. If we dont we hold on to that neg energy. Somuchtosay. If you want to talk Im here. Love..