During the first lockdown bs push, my neighbor died in the hospital, (75yrs old ambulance was here bi-weekly for 6 yrs) and we didn't know for 3 days, his family lives in a circle all around me about a 5 mi radius. I was crushed out of the blue for those days and I had no clue why, then his son came over and told me what happened, it took a few hours then, I thought.....really ??? So I went about 10 miles away to a cabin in the middle of the woods off grid, middle of no where, well the feeling was gone, and then I knew. From that point on "reading the room" has a whole new meaning.