Am feeling a bit melancholy. Have come through some struggles in the last 6 months that don't belong in public (and partly as it's not centred on me β privacy of others matters, even those who treat me poorly).
The phase of waking people up so they don't do crazy suicidal sh*t is over. Not quite sure where I am heading at the moment, or where to focus my energies. Missing London, but the place makes me nervous at the moment. Missing friends, but also want time on my own. Missing family, but lots of problems there best left unsaid.
Is the hard part over, or just beginning? I don't know. How do I fit in the world when it's woken up? I don't know. What's the right balance between everyday operational stuff vs big picture thinking? I don't know.
It's been a long war, with some way to go.
The phase of waking people up so they don't do crazy suicidal sh*t is over. Not quite sure where I am heading at the moment, or where to focus my energies. Missing London, but the place makes me nervous at the moment. Missing friends, but also want time on my own. Missing family, but lots of problems there best left unsaid.
Is the hard part over, or just beginning? I don't know. How do I fit in the world when it's woken up? I don't know. What's the right balance between everyday operational stuff vs big picture thinking? I don't know.
It's been a long war, with some way to go.
05:28 PM - Mar 12, 2022
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Ken Mac
@KenMac
12 March, 09:53
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Your online and in person friends (and frens) πΈ will be there 4 U ππΊπΈπ¬π§πΏπ€
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Canadian Patriot
@WWG1WGA12
12 March, 09:38
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
The rollercoaster ride is hard on oneself emotions sorrows,happiness, heart ache,joy, sadness and at times disappointment severe frustration...On the flip side i know from following you from day to day week to week year after year that you/we are making a difference (all of us )on the information we put out to eachother and other newer Patriots this is a huge part of the Great Awakening as all the information we told to everyone will be recalled by everyone's subconscious they can't escape this ...we have red pilled all these people and they don't even know it yet ,when the time is right for them they will have the recall of information we have gave them ..this is amazing, good job Patriots π¨π¦
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Alexandra Briza
@Alexandra7Briza
12 March, 09:18
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
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Christmas Carol
@Listenup
12 March, 08:29
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
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Here KittyKitty
@HereKittyKitty
12 March, 07:32
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
We need to form an Anon vacation network.
Imagine being able to travel to several towns/cities, and have free accommodations for a night at the homes of other anons. The conversations with like-minded people would be fantastic!
We could call it Truther Travel π
And the homes Redpill Resorts π
Just need a Pepe PassportπΈ
Imagine being able to travel to several towns/cities, and have free accommodations for a night at the homes of other anons. The conversations with like-minded people would be fantastic!
We could call it Truther Travel π
And the homes Redpill Resorts π
Just need a Pepe PassportπΈ
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Carole Davis-Z
@Tallyho
12 March, 07:13
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Take a break.
Sit in the sun (I know, I know, not so easy in the UK!)
Close your eyes and listen to the birds, the wind.
Take time to listen outside of the miasma.
We have to stop sometimes and pause, listen, do nothing else.
It is a great restorative.
Sit in the sun (I know, I know, not so easy in the UK!)
Close your eyes and listen to the birds, the wind.
Take time to listen outside of the miasma.
We have to stop sometimes and pause, listen, do nothing else.
It is a great restorative.
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Crystine DeceptiQon ~Z
@Crystine_Decepticon
12 March, 07:02
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I am in a very similar position. The only thing that gets me through each day is knowing that there is an end to it all and things WILL get better. God wins, we win. Anons are here for each other, part of a very large soul tribe. Take heart. We are all loved, and needed in this war, even if we don't know it yet.
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Kat Summers
@KatSummers
12 March, 06:52
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I think most of us feel the same. We've all been through so much already.
We've lost family and friends by standing by our beliefs and trying to help people realize the truth of the world we live in.
But on the other side of this, I believe there's going to be lots of work rebuilding this broken world. Most people will still be in shock for awhile.
By remaining open to the possibilities of even more transformation, I think your life skillsets will be in demand to help show the way.
We've lost family and friends by standing by our beliefs and trying to help people realize the truth of the world we live in.
But on the other side of this, I believe there's going to be lots of work rebuilding this broken world. Most people will still be in shock for awhile.
By remaining open to the possibilities of even more transformation, I think your life skillsets will be in demand to help show the way.
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TruthAlways Good
@TruthAlwaysGood
12 March, 10:04
In response Kat Summers to his Publication
Agree with Katβ£οΈ Well said and true. Deep breaths, fresh water, sunshine (it will shine again!), fruits and veggies (π) and walks and rest. Did I cover it all? Well I find that thanking God for everything while walking helps. Bless you Martin. We are with you. We are truly in this big world togetherβ£οΈππ»
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Deplorable 63*
@ClaysEars
12 March, 06:41
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Martin you are such a source of inspiration for me as I am sure you are for many others as well. I love, every day, seeing your thoughts and different moods as they spill out onto my computer screen. Hearing you say these things, grabs me and shakes me and says," Hey he is human and feeling the pressure just like the rest of us". I am touched that you feel free enough to share this side of yourself with us. I think of us here as family that have never met but are bound by the belief that we are here to do magical things for the future and you sir are a BIG part of that. I think I can speak for all of us here in saying, we are here to help if we can. Most of the things that seem to be bouncing around in your head, I am afraid we will be of limited help there but please know that if you need to talk shit out, we are ALL here for you sir. GOD Bless you and your situations and THANK YOU for all you do for ALL of us.
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12 March, 07:02
In response Deplorable 63* to his Publication
I breathe and bleed the same! So probably human...
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Texas Cowgal
@Texascowgal
12 March, 06:34
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
This may sound too simple. Iβm not sure if you are a born again Christian or not but if you are, God will light your path and make it straight. I pray throughout the day and His guidance and love are sufficient for me. Politics aside, focusing on our Creator brings peace. ππ
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LaLaLo 1776
@LaLaLo1776
12 March, 06:42
In response Texas Cowgal to her Publication
AMEN!! I donβt know about Martin, sister, but I am born again. And I can say it makes all the difference.
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Stacey Stands Up
@StaceyW
12 March, 06:32
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Alexandra Briza
@Alexandra7Briza
12 March, 09:17
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That's Chippy! ππ He has a website and I got him as a gift, stuffed Chippy, came with a book and a cup too! Adorable, many gifs.π
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Made In America
@eyes_on_justice
12 March, 06:29
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I don't know that there is a balance right now. Many of us don't know where we fit in, now or later. I know that right now, I'm thinking I'll sit this one out for a while. Far too many I'm not free to converse with because it's just too irritating. What's life going to look like when everyone is awake? It's too scary of a thought and I really can't imagine it so I don't think about it. On one hand I suppose at least there would be something to talk about, but I'm so used to just going inside myself and staying there that I can't imagine a conversation with anyone I know.
This reminds me of a friend of mine who blamed all her marital problems on her alcoholic husband. He quit drinking after 20 years and their problems are worse now than before. Over the years. everything got blamed on the alcohol and now that alcohol isn't a problem, it appears that they've decided to end the marriage. Like she said, ''We thought the hardest part was over. We didn't know it was only the beginning."
This reminds me of a friend of mine who blamed all her marital problems on her alcoholic husband. He quit drinking after 20 years and their problems are worse now than before. Over the years. everything got blamed on the alcohol and now that alcohol isn't a problem, it appears that they've decided to end the marriage. Like she said, ''We thought the hardest part was over. We didn't know it was only the beginning."
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Bill Nuclear MAGA Blass
@StobyAmerican
12 March, 06:28
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Good luck on your journey.
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Sigis Armor
@Sigi7
12 March, 06:23
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I wrote a book about 10yrs ago to escape my depression... Here is a page out of it... much love patriot
..
My life has moved me in so
many ways, raging rivers, still
waters, but the WATERFALLS
are the scariest.
But they are the Prettiest, most
Awesome power, and they
Rage onβ¦
Just like ME
..
My life has moved me in so
many ways, raging rivers, still
waters, but the WATERFALLS
are the scariest.
But they are the Prettiest, most
Awesome power, and they
Rage onβ¦
Just like ME
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Lily B....
@LilyB
12 March, 06:01
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I think the hard part is changing--once again.
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Lysanne anon
@lysanne
12 March, 05:55
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I spend 40 hours a week working with people who you would think would surely know the plan, who would know the real story. Nope. It is like banging my head against a wall all day every day. I thank God for my anon friends.
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TERRY WATCHS
@watcher71
12 March, 06:13
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i feel the same way but i will never give up or give in, i stand with my anon friends on here an thank you for standing with me , i have lost good friends over it but i still push on because we will have our country back very soon,, WWG1WGA,, USA, USA, USA
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Erin Turner
@Pinkcoyote7
12 March, 05:52
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I'm just glad we don't have to know the answers. We just need to have the heart and faith to keep moving. I will spread my arms and ride the waves of melancholy as they roll by... and they always do.
β€οΈ
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Little jo59
@Littlejo59
12 March, 05:52
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Thinking through the same things, I hear the echos, βWe were born for such a time.β I could have lived in Eden at the beginning, but I wasnt. I could have crossed the Red Sea, but I didnt. I could have sailed to America in the beginning, but I didnt. Concluding, I was chosen by Almighty GOD to guide others thru this swamp cleaning. I understand it and I can help teach on the other side. Our family is anonsβ¦ TRUTHπβ€οΈπ₯°πΏπ³π¦π»We WILL do this because its just who we areβ¦β¦β¦.
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Lysanne anon
@lysanne
12 March, 05:52
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I find myself surfing the web for land for sale in far away middle-of-nowhere zipcodes
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Catherine Smith
@Heavens_Words
12 March, 05:50
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Hang on precious Sir. It is a dilemma for sure. God is With Us. I believe we are all driving lost on the road right now. Old world has been gone for quite a while now.
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PirateQueen 888
@PirateQueen88
12 March, 05:50
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Thank you for putting , so eloquently, what many of us are going throughπ you are definately not aloneβ¦never forget you have a network of great support to lean on and keep you uplifted!
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Deeker Lee
@Deekerlee
12 March, 05:48
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Agreed. So tired! Im also realizing that I am no longer being driven by fear of any kind really. All the month of Feb was a hellish painful nightmare an the recovery from surgery has not been smooth. now that I am almost completely out of pain, I just feel closer to God and like He is actually carryimg me through this time. It does allow me to step back and watch the movie unfold instead of having anguish about it. Deep breath - I have a feeling so many people will come looking to you for answers that you wont have tome to feel you dont fit in!
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Ime Sometimes
@starseasons
12 March, 05:45
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
You are not alone in this place you find yourself. I believe this must be a part of the Great Awakening process that soooooo many of us are going through at this time and place.
These are the same wonderings I have myself. I don't know but I think this could actually be a good thing a part of the process. Lost, alone and everything that goes with that are signs that we are indeed leaving what was behind, letting go, moving into what will come, what will be, who we will be but not yet through the process.
I think we no longer have a foot in the old world but have not yet stepped into the new world. Or maybe one foot in each. Either way we would feel off balance, unsure lost. empty. Like being in limbo.
I think less is best right now. At least it seems that way for me.
Thanks for sharing. I feel less alone. I hope this helps you and others as well.
These are the same wonderings I have myself. I don't know but I think this could actually be a good thing a part of the process. Lost, alone and everything that goes with that are signs that we are indeed leaving what was behind, letting go, moving into what will come, what will be, who we will be but not yet through the process.
I think we no longer have a foot in the old world but have not yet stepped into the new world. Or maybe one foot in each. Either way we would feel off balance, unsure lost. empty. Like being in limbo.
I think less is best right now. At least it seems that way for me.
Thanks for sharing. I feel less alone. I hope this helps you and others as well.
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ChΓ© Trust-The-Plan
@humunu
12 March, 05:43
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
You must take care of your needs.
Your mental, emotional, physical health.
That's not selfish, it's necessary.
Hard to imagine the world after this, but I'm thinking we'll all feel more at home in it.
Your mental, emotional, physical health.
That's not selfish, it's necessary.
Hard to imagine the world after this, but I'm thinking we'll all feel more at home in it.
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Oliver Jaxson
@Jennifer_ojs
12 March, 05:42
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Martin, your words succinctly describe how I feel as well. The last year has been especially hard compared to the last 20. I am not sure how things will play out, but I do know one thing for sure and that is that God will see us through. I always look forward to your posts. You write so eloquently. I am very, very grateful to have this Anon respite family. ππ»
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Laura Truther King
@LauraTrutherKing
12 March, 05:42
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
If you're in or near Brighton, I'll buy you a cuppa. x
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12 March, 05:51
In response Laura Truther King to her Publication
Up north still!
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12 March, 05:41
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I absolutely feel this! Only suggestion I have is to walk in faith. God led us to the lives we live now. We trusted Him when we stepped on the path, we continue to trust that He has all of thisπ Chin up child of God. He chose usπ
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Lysanne anon
@lysanne
12 March, 05:39
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
you are right in my headβ¦.. between wanting to fight on and wanting to run for the hills
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Carey Lou
@Careylou
12 March, 05:37
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
ππhang in there; you are not alone;. praying for you. ππ
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