In January 2012 I moved to Los Angeles from Germany and in July 2012 my father passed away unexpectedly at age 51. So not sure if there is a connection. I mean I always dreamed of America since I had my first English classes! But I wonder if something happened in 2012 that did indeed mess many things up. NOT sure my father was supposed to pass the way he did. Odd circumstances about his passing. I mean he was always an alcoholic, but that year he started acting weird. Hearing voices telling him bad things, and acting as if he was standing in front of people talking to them, that we could not see! It all ended tragically and it's really a long story, but I never understood what happened. Until in 2014 when I asked God to show me what happened to him. I experienced for a few months what I can only call a Spiritual Awakening LIGHT came ON literally inside!