Have you ever yelled at God? I do. My finite brain can not understand the depravity of this evil. This goes against my whole being. I talk to God daily, I plead on the Childrens behalf. I plead on behalf of all humanity. I hate evil. It is my hallucenation we are supposed to hate evil. I try and fail daily to not let the hate overtake my heart, so here I am again talking to God as I type asking for HIS help.

I honestly havent ever yelled at God. We thought he was giving kids cancer and it was in the forced vaccines for kids to go to school, plane crashes, not God, weather disasters again manipulated by man. My emotions run hot and fast. I can not be mad for more than a day, now will the situation play out in my head a million times with what i woulda coulda shoulda yes. I dont blame God just myself BUT when I ask God to take it away he does. It may creep back. God is in the details. None of this wouldve come to light if God hadnt empowered people to do something about all this. Are there trials and tribulations? yes but as a lesson & if you dont see the lesson at first you will when it is time. I do pray for everyone tighting these wrongs that weve all been blind too and too trusting. I know God will make these kids right one day as well. Make sure to breathe & trust in God. God hears whispers as loud as screams. God bless you & may he bring peace upon you in your time of rage/hate 🙏🏼