Same here, I awakened in 2019 also, although before that I knew something was wrong in my gut, just didn’t know what and always questioned our purpose here. I always felt like there had to be more than going to work, paying bills and then you eventually die. Both of my parents died during Covid, and I have a couple of family members in Canada who are awake but no one in Arizona where we live.. I have a few friends, co workers who are awake and talk to them somewhat, but mostly get my info from AU and some other social media. So thankful I found AU, I think I would have lost my mind had I not.

We are glad to have you as one of us.

as you probably figured out you are not alone. there are many of us the same the black sheep of the family. this happened to me more recently as i woke up totally in 2-19 when covid started. it awakened me quickly and everything i always thought was wrong ? was.. mind blowing. i kept my mouth shut for so many years cause who can you say anything to when they dont see the same thing. at that time i didnt understand it all. it just was what i saw what i felt in my gut but not the origin. thats when 2019 happened. the landslide of all of my life fell into place. things that happened to me helped me see what was going on as it had happened to me on a smaller scale of course.. identical stuff in how i was treated against the deep state but it didnt have a name then.. your in a good place. i love it here. we really are ONE if you want it..