Same here, I awakened in 2019 also, although before that I knew something was wrong in my gut, just didn’t know what and always questioned our purpose here. I always felt like there had to be more than going to work, paying bills and then you eventually die. Both of my parents died during Covid, and I have a couple of family members in Canada who are awake but no one in Arizona where we live.. I have a few friends, co workers who are awake and talk to them somewhat, but mostly get my info from AU and some other social media. So thankful I found AU, I think I would have lost my mind had I not.