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Casey Turnup
@CaseyTurnup
08 December, 04:09
In response Yester Vue to his Publication
Thank you Yester.
Yester..I survived an accident at 23 that was life changing..leaving a TBI. I awoke from being unconscious saying.."I am still here God isn't done with me yet." Time has shown me ("What was meant for evil God makes it for good.") not being part of the life or career I had been capable of gave me a better one. NOT EASIER..just better. Learning to stay aware of sensoria's has continued to teach me to live in the moment to overcome who I have become and let go of what was. It is humbling and has often felt like I don't measure up...and yet this gift has given an awareness of what REALLY matters.
Thank you again.💛
Yester..I survived an accident at 23 that was life changing..leaving a TBI. I awoke from being unconscious saying.."I am still here God isn't done with me yet." Time has shown me ("What was meant for evil God makes it for good.") not being part of the life or career I had been capable of gave me a better one. NOT EASIER..just better. Learning to stay aware of sensoria's has continued to teach me to live in the moment to overcome who I have become and let go of what was. It is humbling and has often felt like I don't measure up...and yet this gift has given an awareness of what REALLY matters.
Thank you again.💛
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Casey Turnup
@CaseyTurnup
08 December, 05:47
In response Yester Vue to his Publication
Thank you Yester ...you are kind.
There IS something about "He chooses the lowly rejected of this world to display His splendor." Such a curious God we serve.
I find not measuring well in this world allows a peculiar perspective where people drop their "performance" revealing who they really are...as if they don't even bother to PRETEND in front of me. As I grow older it is starting to make more sense... I have discovered people acting out in my presence and saying things they would NOT dare say to someone they thought of as IMPORTANT. I guess in their eyes I hold no clout.
Use to puzzle me..like seeing "Inner Child-brats."
The biggest thing is TRUTH does set you free.
Makes you alone but free.
I never realized that TRUTH even if you don't like it but still hold to it...well makes this world foreign. We the sojourners in a strange land.
There IS something about "He chooses the lowly rejected of this world to display His splendor." Such a curious God we serve.
I find not measuring well in this world allows a peculiar perspective where people drop their "performance" revealing who they really are...as if they don't even bother to PRETEND in front of me. As I grow older it is starting to make more sense... I have discovered people acting out in my presence and saying things they would NOT dare say to someone they thought of as IMPORTANT. I guess in their eyes I hold no clout.
Use to puzzle me..like seeing "Inner Child-brats."
The biggest thing is TRUTH does set you free.
Makes you alone but free.
I never realized that TRUTH even if you don't like it but still hold to it...well makes this world foreign. We the sojourners in a strange land.
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Casey Turnup
@CaseyTurnup
10 December, 08:57
In response Yester Vue to his Publication
WOW!
I get you!
I was alone...too, I thought surviving till freedom. Recall working so hard in 20s to "catch up" Only to realize NO ONE was there yet..most never did arrive.
When I was about 3 or 4 ...I would lay on the carpet with "C" World Book Encyclopedia studying different cultures and their attire.
.. pondering. So much going on in those tiny minds!
I at 2 1/2 months old nearly died of double Phenomonia...was in an Oxygen Tent for some time...I think something happened in those days. I was concerned about how words impacted others as well as their well being.
I didn't do as others....about 5 years, I guess I dreamt I could ride a 2 wheeler...dressed..buster brown sneakers and all pulled an old bike of my brother's out..had no seat. Got on and started riding the bike down the street at 5 or 6 AM.
Yester..we are AMAZING..yet seems no one was there to notice..But God was!
INNOCENCE..maybe it's what awaits...simple Autonomy not muted by those afraid to LIVE FREE.
I get you!
I was alone...too, I thought surviving till freedom. Recall working so hard in 20s to "catch up" Only to realize NO ONE was there yet..most never did arrive.
When I was about 3 or 4 ...I would lay on the carpet with "C" World Book Encyclopedia studying different cultures and their attire.
.. pondering. So much going on in those tiny minds!
I at 2 1/2 months old nearly died of double Phenomonia...was in an Oxygen Tent for some time...I think something happened in those days. I was concerned about how words impacted others as well as their well being.
I didn't do as others....about 5 years, I guess I dreamt I could ride a 2 wheeler...dressed..buster brown sneakers and all pulled an old bike of my brother's out..had no seat. Got on and started riding the bike down the street at 5 or 6 AM.
Yester..we are AMAZING..yet seems no one was there to notice..But God was!
INNOCENCE..maybe it's what awaits...simple Autonomy not muted by those afraid to LIVE FREE.
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Casey Turnup
@CaseyTurnup
11 December, 06:51
In response Yester Vue to his Publication
I am a people person...alone has been a big adjustment, but huge teacher.
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Casey Turnup
@CaseyTurnup
12 December, 06:03
In response Yester Vue to his Publication
I understand that...
I was that way then I was in a "sensitivity exercise" People in your group went around and gave feedback... Someone said, You're so quiet but when you speak you have something important to say. At Rutgers I discovered my perspective was so different than anyone else. I suspect due to NOT being programed. Others all had the same views... I am very creative.. I thought that was why...I was different.
I recall someone getting mad at me...because I had so many people I enjoyed talking to. People fascinate me..or use to. I found it easy to like others when I knew their story...we make sense. Realized those others judged may not be my opinion.
Some just didn't want me to be friends with others...
I didn't fit into a mold..
I don't think anyone does if they are authentic.
We are all ORIGINALS!
I was that way then I was in a "sensitivity exercise" People in your group went around and gave feedback... Someone said, You're so quiet but when you speak you have something important to say. At Rutgers I discovered my perspective was so different than anyone else. I suspect due to NOT being programed. Others all had the same views... I am very creative.. I thought that was why...I was different.
I recall someone getting mad at me...because I had so many people I enjoyed talking to. People fascinate me..or use to. I found it easy to like others when I knew their story...we make sense. Realized those others judged may not be my opinion.
Some just didn't want me to be friends with others...
I didn't fit into a mold..
I don't think anyone does if they are authentic.
We are all ORIGINALS!
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your story can be repeated by thousands of us here.. and yes i finally accepted that we are special because of it. i am creative also. was quiet like a mouse my whole life til after i hit 50 and said to my self. no more being walked on. i did have trouble adjusting to that however and took years to find my true self.. now at 78 at the end of the month i know who i am and my purpose just began. imagine that..... and i couldnt be happier..
06:20 PM - Dec 12, 2024
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Casey Turnup
@CaseyTurnup
13 December, 11:27
In response Ingrid Colby to her Publication
Ingrid...
I find it fascinating how we have never been alone! There are lots of us. I have thought God mixes us among sleepers to help them wake.
IMAGINE what life would be if we all were BEING.
Curious...the TRUTH and authenticity has been a thing to me since childhood... recall my mom saying "You will become just like me.." I told her NO I will not.
Putting on different performances depending on the company does NOT work for me.
Being true to who God made me to be matters.
I am NOT a chameleon that is not saying speaking on every occasion is wise. I would rather be disliked for who I actually am then not being sincere and true. I always think about Jesus turning the money changers tables upside down...Truth has a spine and values.
I find it fascinating how we have never been alone! There are lots of us. I have thought God mixes us among sleepers to help them wake.
IMAGINE what life would be if we all were BEING.
Curious...the TRUTH and authenticity has been a thing to me since childhood... recall my mom saying "You will become just like me.." I told her NO I will not.
Putting on different performances depending on the company does NOT work for me.
Being true to who God made me to be matters.
I am NOT a chameleon that is not saying speaking on every occasion is wise. I would rather be disliked for who I actually am then not being sincere and true. I always think about Jesus turning the money changers tables upside down...Truth has a spine and values.
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Ingrid Colby
@ingajana
13 December, 11:44
In response Casey Turnup to her Publication
before we knew all this, i wokre for a high level corporate company not saying i didnt like corporate as never did but the money was good and i got every weekend off plus holidays etc.. and i got to sit as i have a bad back as a result of injuries and physical work demands as a nurse. i tried to fight the system. i saved the company lots of money. the lawyers there were of course on the other side and couldnt fight them but the people could see the difference. but they couldnt fight them either.. slaves to them all. i finished out until i retired and kept my mouth shut but knew it was upside down. fake. people were afraid to talk or lose their jobs.. bribery high salaries kept them there. slaves again. they all have no clue. good people in their soul tho.. hated my job but had to keep working due to financial needs. so now? i want to make up for all that in my future to help people into the new world.. i hope i get to see it grow and prosper.. you are a blessing.
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