Could not have said it better Royal Raven….awakening is a blessing and a curse. People I assumed would always be in my life are not interested in being around me even after I’ve learned to self censor around them. I believe too that in time they will come back around and I pray for humility to allow them back in when that happens. The hurt is real. But God heals all and He’s always there for us. My relationship with Him is beyond anything I had before and so thankful for the lessons and difficulties that have gotten me closer and closer to Him. I’m also so thankful that you and others are here to share your experiences of strength and hope on this journey. It helps lighten the load so thank you🙏❤️🙏

You are most welcome and thank you for being there for me too! I will happily forgive those who have mocked me shunned me in their ignorance. The brainwashing is real and had been highly effective. I understand why my friends and family react as they do. I has been extremely difficult being on the outside but I do feel blessed. I would much rather be awake than asleep over the past few years. I have been able to take my time researching subjects that require time to wrap your head around. Those who still slumber will not have that luxury. They are all in for a very rude awakening. That's where we come in. We can help them make sense of all the craziness they will experience. Instead of telling them "I told you so! Yow owe me an apology!" I will ask if I can give them a hug and say "I've been waiting for this day!" All I have ever wanted is for others to wake up!