Here… I’m ok. Thank you all for checking on me 🙏🏻 love you all ❤️

Mary Beth, I dropped the ball! I should have checked on you myself to see if you were doing well. I'm so sorry!
I do hope you are doing as well as can be expected. You have had a lot on your plate. 🙏🙏🙏🙏

It’s ok. Things don’t seem to be getting much better either. I can’t even face people in public because I just cry none stop. I miss my baby girl so bad. So many nights I pray to God he will just take me home so I can be with him and her. I can’t see the purpose in my life anymore. My family hasn’t cared about either of us for years and now I am living life alone. I’m empty, drained, depressed and can’t bring myself out of it. I’m here with fellow patriots because I know God led me here years ago, I just feel so lost.

It may help to have a support group in your area. If seeing people causes you tears, maybe that's what you need in order to find that level of support. I so wish I could help more. If you were in my area I would. You could see me everyday if it would help. Please don't choose to be alone, you need to be around those who will lift you up. Be Safe, contact me anytime!!

Thank you. I have gone to church to talk with people, also therapist and I break down before getting there and while there. The tears never stop,

I understand, only for me I think I'm too sensitive. I cry at the drop of a hat!
I read things on AU and start crying, especially about people and animals! Maybe though, it's the past I cry about and don't realize it!