I have found that discovering new lies about our world, but being unable to socially "resolve" them, just leads to more distress. There is a rate at which we can safely absorb the extent to which we have been enslaved. The cruelty and magnitude of it all just keeps growing. Those secret societies sure did keep some big secrets!

It’s brutal!!! 22 years of being red pilled and watching the shit show only get worse and not being able to do a damn thing about is unbelievably stressful and wearing on the soul. I have faith, that’s literally all that is left in my gas tank. I do believe we are in the final battle, things are accelerating now quicker than we can absorb them. Although this is exhausting and mentally painful as hell, I still think this is the greatest time to be alive. Not only that, I think God chose all of us for this very moment in time. There is no one more morally sound and ready for this fight than us anon’s!! I will keep holding the line, no matter how raw my hands get, and Martin, I know you’ll be across the pond holding that same line right to the end. This anon family is what helps keep my faith and keeps me in the fight. Godspeed brother and Godspeed to the rest of you AU soldiers!!!

Sometimes we need to step away for a while. Still keeping our Faith stronger than ever. Focus more on God then Satan.
You stated what we are all feeling.