10 days no alcohol.
Let’s talk manifesting / collective vibes.
I posted this 10 days ago. Why? Because I knew if I said it & asked for help here on AU it would be done. In less than 2 minutes @vincentkennedy liked & shared it. Now I was on the books acknowledging the slippery slope I was on. I consider myself pretty self aware & try to handle things before they become a problem so this step was paramount for me.

If you have something you feel it’s time to address then just throw it out here. I receved the most amazing love & support in a completely non-judgemental atmosphere. We may not “know” you but we love you. Thank you to everyone who took the time to pray for me & offer your support. It very clearly worked.
(The day I posted this was the most amazing, profoundly connected to God day I’ve ever experienced. I’m still trying to find the words to describe it but I’ll share once I figure it all out)
God Bless you all AU! 🙏♥️

Chonita, I am praying for you & I ask that you surrender by knowing it's in God's hands. I did that & believed within my soul that God would bring me through it. I am not an alcoholic. I couldn't say that on my original post because of course, that's what an alcoholic would say. For me, like you, I didn't want to stop. I enjoyed the escape & the shutting down of my brain every night before bed. The 2 (rarely 3) glasses of wine allowed me to find a nice vibe to relax. Once it morphed into every evening I felt I needed to stop at least for awhile to reset my habits. When I threw it out here & VK responded I knew there was no turning back. I couldn't disappoint Dad. 😂 Later that day an enormous shift happened & my life changed. The sun came out & it warmed up to almost 70 degrees in PA. I saw TWO bald eagles that day, & when I stood grounding & meditating in my back yard, I was surrounded by a bee buzzing around my head which I had recently learned you are on nature's frequency.