Having gone through extremely tough times, i learned that the only way through excruciating pain is to seek the help from God. pour your heart out to him, and expect him to react in ways you have never before seen. he literally will heal your broken heart and send comfort that no one else can possibly do. it is then you will know you are never meant to go through this life without his help. you will se miracles that only he can do. Have FAITH, and trust him, then you will know nothing else matters. Trust him, and know that He is in control, He is the winner of all things, His son Jesus Christ will rule and reign triumphant. Trust His Plan. Take it a day at a time. And be grateful that you get to watch his return.