Living through the unwinding of a mind control matrix is distressing and disturbing. It’s a heavy word, but what we endure is torture. We are being assaulted by forces that cause painful psychological disfiguration and real bodily harm. The pressure of social ostracism, programmed mocking, and economic hardship is a constant spiritual drain. The burden of injustice and deceit weighs down on every “normie” endeavour.

It is the hopeful vision of a world without this particular evil that sustains. I have stumbled and fallen many many times on this journey; the real human is frailer and faultier than his public avatar. That hope for truth and change is what pushes me to get up again and carry on, however uncomfortable.

The primary battlefront is internal. One’s own demons and negative spirits constantly offer distraction and self-destruction. “Please, just make the pain end!”. And someday the torturers will be gone, and the agony of this torture over. May it come soon. Hurting.