The evil is too much to comprehend and process quickly. I survived SRA and it's taken 40 years to slowly process what happened. Some very small parts of healing required years to recover from. I lived it, I know it in my flesh and it is beyond comprehension. The scale, the evil. It's much easier in small bits. But either way, our amazing bodies can and do heal. Doesn't mean that it's any fun,but we heal.