Have you noticed when things we have know for years are finally reported we aren't running around rubbing it in everyone's faces?
Its because your subconscious really doesn't want this evil to be true.
ITYS's are for the end.

VK we are not shocked when the news finally comes its like it’s about freaking time on to the next truth . its not worth aying I told you they don’t listen.

The truth can difficult very difficult. When I first started in research there were various phases I went through. Anger… disbelief… shock… the deeper I went… I felt sick… disturbed… depressed. Whats even harder… is when you wake up and begin to realize how many are asleep. We often forget what we endured… the anxiety… the restless nights… the dreams of knowing… Knowing truth is one thing… but processing truth varies… What helped me deal with the process was God. In prayer yeilding myself to the spirit of God. Asking the Lord for wisdom…. for strength. Taking comfort in His Word. I do not know how I would have been able to process the evils that I was exposed to without Him. 😔