Let me tell you, I have PTSD from issues different than yours. I can tell you, I understand. You can pull through. You have come this far, and now the beat part is about to be revealed! You will see all these years carrying the light finally return back to you. You cannot miss this. When you feel it coming in, close your eyes and breathe slowly, think of onlybthe things that make tou feel good. You were in the aemy and had the discipline to train in what you needed. Now train your mind for self to get through those moments! I know it’s hard-BUT YOU ARE TOUGHER than you realize. Dont let them win, WWG1WGA and it’s our time to win!!! God’s time to win! You have all these people here to bet on you! BREATHE.....