I'm so sorry. This whole pandemic was bull, in my opinion. So many of us self- employed didn't qualify for the Payroll Protection Program or the EIDL grant to help with rent, utilities, etc. My income was 55% of 2019 and I'm grateful to still have my business. I'll say extra prayers for you.

😁I'm filled with hope for new beginnings though! The thought of earlier times on earth when Government kept its nose mostly out of commerce, we had money worth the actual face value, & regulations rolled back to just to keep people from screwing each other instead of money schemes for permits/licenses/fees, etc. makes me smile. Even though I am 54, I think with better conditions we can have more business owners than business employees! The world once was filled wirth small businesses, seamstresses, shoemakers, carpenters, bakers, would be glorious again eh? Going forward, just frustrated that at my age those years were blown for me, I can think of a better way to throw away time & investments! But I am good, I have no choice but to be good, or quit & think I'm gonna be around for another 40 easily, my family paternal & maternal live to be in the mid/late '90s commonly & have multiple members I remember that was over 100 years old before dying. Times will be good again I am certain!