Not a troll, I swear to God. The last week or 2 has been a real rollercoaster ride for me. Some fatigue, some fear, but not my belief in what is happening. I am surrounded by many who are not awake. Most much older than I. If you try to explain even a little bit, it is obvious it is too much for them. Is that an excuse for some of my poor behavior? Not at all. I am not perfect. I did some venting on here and I don't blame anhyone who thinks I am a troll. But I am not. Thanks!

i got the opposite problem, alla my youngsters think mom has lost her marbles.i'll tell you what i tell them: you grow up thinking adults have it all together and have answers- most adults are flailing around,dumb as rocks,with no clue what they are doing.so they act all sophisticated and superior to hide the gut freakin fear.dont be like them.keep asking questions, hang onto your childlike wonder for as long as possible.its ok to be afraid, but use it to propel you to action.i have a theory that there is only one awake person in any given group. you are that person, so you need to square your shoulders and get ready for the responsibilities that lie ahead of you.you were made for these times.its going to be your job to lead your people to their promised land.take all that rage you're feeling and actively transmute it into something useful.we all need to vent,try praying.you'd be surprised how well it works- God can take it.ask him to take your pain and burdens.he will, he already has.

You are the fartherest away from being a troll lol. Everything you are or commenting is 100% reasonable. I feel it man, the sun will shine very soon. If not by March 4th, then I apologize haha