Do you know how bad I want to reach out to my family? And ask them if they're seeing if anything that ive said is indeed real? But I cannot take the pain of rejection again even though I'm all alone here in Texas.
The pain and rejection and isolation and fear is real for some of us. I know what I'm supposed to be doing I just can't do it right now I'm weak

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I'm feeling very much the same, as I understand it, and even though I/we know we aren’t alone in this 'situation', there are indeed many moments/days (and more) when we can't deny how we feel, today I had a need to allow myself to express how I felt to myself, as if I am my own best friend ”I am feeling so very, very lonely & sad, even thou I am loner by nature", I had to let it out. Sometimes strength comes from recognizing when you’re feeling ‘less strong’ then normal.