he has so much to deal with that is dark and deep and evil most of his time. it is spent in that environment. how can you smile to the people when you are hurting from such evil surrounding you but he does to tell us w are okay. only a man of inherent strength can do that . i totally support this man every day with all of my being that he is doing what he has to do even tho he might not like it at times.. but everything he does is for our best interest even when we cannot see it yet..