at this moment you and anons are the only people i can talk calmly to, we are on two different time lines. even my hubby is hard sometimes so i just back away. we have neve had so many arguments about life until these past two years. i feel he is not growing or ascending as he says he is and what can he do.. he doesnt understand it comes from your soul not from a piece of paper you say you will follow.. yet he doesnt read my daily news nor want an understanding of anything either.. in other words he is scared of the future. imagine a gu who has read sci fi his whole life and now that we are here, he doesnt want to know.. says to me he might now want to go there.. that scares me as we are elderly and i need him in life even with times like this.. i asked him if he believes theres a god. yes.. but you cant see him but you can see what he does. so why cant he sense or feel anything else> nope.