Age of Enlightenment
@Sparrows
26 December, 10:19
Trying to unplug this evening & watched the movie Dog. Recommend it. Afterwords, PRIME advertisement for The Sound of Freedom came up. Clicked it to watch, but 5 minutes in, as the Dad is on the bus going back to pick up his kids, I turned it off. My gut told me they would not be waiting for him.
Made it all thru adulthood by burying shitso deep it never saw the light of day. I was hollow, but I functioned. The last 3 years have eroded close to 50 years from me. It’s really not fair. There is no one in my life interested in pulling out the broken shards of an 11 year old girl, so I need them to stay buried.
Capeesh?
How are survivors supposed to take another year or two of this? I am raw as I have been in 35 years.
🥺
Made it all thru adulthood by burying shitso deep it never saw the light of day. I was hollow, but I functioned. The last 3 years have eroded close to 50 years from me. It’s really not fair. There is no one in my life interested in pulling out the broken shards of an 11 year old girl, so I need them to stay buried.
Capeesh?
How are survivors supposed to take another year or two of this? I am raw as I have been in 35 years.
🥺
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Hugs To You. 💕🙏💕
I TOO cannot watch the movie. It may take years before I may be able to watch.
My strength is
Father God, Christ Jesus,
And Holy Spirit guidance, directives.
My focus is always try to put
Father God, Jesus, Holy Spirit First in conversation, Prayers for direction and let the other come when it's time. I will not force myself to do certain things.
I am on a mission through Prayers. Prayers is how I may help those in darkness. Not physically in battle for those but Spiritually I am in battle for those in need.
I see something, someone, I pray for them, asking Father's intervention, provisions, Yeshua's touch, Holy Spirit's guidance. THEN, Thanksgiving to Father God, Jesus, Holy Spirit unction to benefit those at that moment. I can focus on that. Pray for the little ones and let Father God and Jesus carry the load because they know... They know exactly everything about everyone.
Thank You Father God,
Jesus, Holy Spirit.
Amen. 💕🙏💕
I TOO cannot watch the movie. It may take years before I may be able to watch.
My strength is
Father God, Christ Jesus,
And Holy Spirit guidance, directives.
My focus is always try to put
Father God, Jesus, Holy Spirit First in conversation, Prayers for direction and let the other come when it's time. I will not force myself to do certain things.
I am on a mission through Prayers. Prayers is how I may help those in darkness. Not physically in battle for those but Spiritually I am in battle for those in need.
I see something, someone, I pray for them, asking Father's intervention, provisions, Yeshua's touch, Holy Spirit's guidance. THEN, Thanksgiving to Father God, Jesus, Holy Spirit unction to benefit those at that moment. I can focus on that. Pray for the little ones and let Father God and Jesus carry the load because they know... They know exactly everything about everyone.
Thank You Father God,
Jesus, Holy Spirit.
Amen. 💕🙏💕
11:40 PM - Dec 26, 2023
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