Same here. Lost my last dog In November. It’s a big adjustment coming home to nobody greeting you at the door/barking. I drop food cooking and nobody races me to get to it first. 😢. I still lo9k down from time to time expecting to see their bowls. We buried them outback and I cry every time I walk by their graves. I don’t know what to do yet. Thinking of looking for a rescue, but also thinking of having the freedom now to travel on the weekends, take a long road trip somewhere, etc. They truly are a best friend.