10 days no alcohol.
Let’s talk manifesting / collective vibes.
I posted this 10 days ago. Why? Because I knew if I said it & asked for help here on AU it would be done. In less than 2 minutes @vincentkennedy liked & shared it. Now I was on the books acknowledging the slippery slope I was on. I consider myself pretty self aware & try to handle things before they become a problem so this step was paramount for me.

If you have something you feel it’s time to address then just throw it out here. I receved the most amazing love & support in a completely non-judgemental atmosphere. We may not “know” you but we love you. Thank you to everyone who took the time to pray for me & offer your support. It very clearly worked.
(The day I posted this was the most amazing, profoundly connected to God day I’ve ever experienced. I’m still trying to find the words to describe it but I’ll share once I figure it all out)
God Bless you all AU! 🙏♥️

That's awesome Missy! Congratulations. I too would drink a couple of glasses of wine at night and it became a habit. The difference is I didn't want to stop. I have tried in the past. The longest I went was four days. Each night got harder because I would be up later and later into the wee hours of the morning. Someone on here that was checking on your progress checked on me. They asked me to at least try. I agreed that I would try. I made it last night without a drink. Hopefully, I will be able to stop. I would appreciate any prayers and good vibes. My autistic son is also now doing at home day services. This is a big change and requires much more from me. If not for someone here I wouldn't even have tried to quit. I would have used the excuse that it's a bad time to quit as my life is more complicated. God bless you and keep going strong

Its a great time to quit - sounds crazy but meditation helps with all the stress from family & life on life's terms -there are guided Meditations on youtube - I had a guy 25 years ago make me one with his voice, he was 98 years old then - it gives me chills now. He told me if I did recover I would see the pain of others in everyday life. He was right I can see it in peoples face and I always look for a way to do a good deed for a stranger everyday no matter how small -it lifts them up and gets me out of my own head if only for a short time. We all have so much and we lose sight of how blessed we are sometimes.
You are blessed -praying for you - have you looked into chlorine dioxide for your son ??? Have heard good results with cases of autism and I take it everyday for maintenance.Med beds are coming this year and these health issues will be healed for all.