Serah Oceane β‘
@QueenEsther
03 January, 10:47
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. π I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well π I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. π I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well π I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
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i asked God to temive the same things from me. He also taught me why I had these horrible symptoms.
He did it π root and branch β¦ really! 2012π₯
I never knew how to pray for myself.
i was diagnosed with a lot more βmental illnesses β in 2012. i asked God what they really were and to lead and teach me the way out!
it was a 60 day miracle!
all of us anons are probably very symptomatic of something βnot rightβ. we pray alot gor each other, but need to remeber that God wants to work with us too π₯°
#FamilyIsEverything
#prayforselfhealing
Love all of you! β€οΈππ₯°β€οΈππβ€οΈπ₯ππβ€οΈ
He did it π root and branch β¦ really! 2012π₯
I never knew how to pray for myself.
i was diagnosed with a lot more βmental illnesses β in 2012. i asked God what they really were and to lead and teach me the way out!
it was a 60 day miracle!
all of us anons are probably very symptomatic of something βnot rightβ. we pray alot gor each other, but need to remeber that God wants to work with us too π₯°
#FamilyIsEverything
#prayforselfhealing
Love all of you! β€οΈππ₯°β€οΈππβ€οΈπ₯ππβ€οΈ
01:50 AM - Jan 07, 2023
In response Serah Oceane β‘ to her Publication
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Serah Oceane β‘
@QueenEsther
07 January, 06:36
In response IAM 8:13 to her Publication
Thank you fren! πΈπ€π
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In response Serah Oceane β‘ to her Publication
good to see you πβ€οΈ
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