Serah Oceane β™‘ @QueenEsther
03 January, 10:47
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. πŸ˜” I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well πŸ˜… I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.

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IAM 8:13 donated @IAM13888
07 January, 01:50
In response Serah Oceane β™‘ to her Publication
i asked God to temive the same things from me. He also taught me why I had these horrible symptoms.

He did it πŸ™Œ root and branch … really! 2012πŸ’₯

I never knew how to pray for myself.

i was diagnosed with a lot more β€œmental illnesses β€œ in 2012. i asked God what they really were and to lead and teach me the way out!

it was a 60 day miracle!

all of us anons are probably very symptomatic of something β€œnot right”. we pray alot gor each other, but need to remeber that God wants to work with us too πŸ₯°

#FamilyIsEverything
#prayforselfhealing

Love all of you! β€οΈπŸ™πŸ₯°β€οΈπŸ™πŸ™Œβ€οΈπŸ’₯πŸ™πŸ™Œβ€οΈ

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IAM 8:13 donated @IAM13888
07 January, 01:06
In response Serah Oceane β™‘ to her Publication
good to see you πŸ˜‰β€οΈ

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Serah Oceane β™‘ @QueenEsther
07 January, 02:40
In response IAM 8:13 to her Publication
Good to see you too! How have you been lately? 😊

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