It's on my heart so...

I have a weird request...

Will you please pray for the family members that don't see eye to eye... I have no biological family members, yet God says to ask...

#BlessUp

Interesting that you would post this.

My son has cut himself off from everyone in the family. We’ve just passed the 4 year anniversary of his best friends suicide. My son has been in thr forefront of my thoughts the last few days. I’ve been praying for him and and calling to his heart. I’m not afraid. I just want him to know that he doesn’t have to continue to walk alone.

Then there’s my daughter who is so brainwashed that come February, when her daughter is old enough, she will probably let her get jabbed. If anything happens to the little one, it is more than likely I’ll lose both of them. She won’t listen. Everything I say is just conspiracy. She won’t even look for info herself.

Sorry if this isn’t what you had in mind. I didn’t mean to high jack your post.

I pray for all who are in need of reconciliation.

🙏❤️

Can’t call. Don’t have his number and his brother and sister won’t give it to me. He doesn’t answer their calls and barely responds to texts. I did reach out to his best friends father and had him relay a message. I didn’t hear back from him after he said he would talk to my son, so I know what my son told him. I’m not going to contact the father again.

I’ve done all that I can.

Do you have his current address? He’s moved so many time in the last few years that trying to figure out which one he lives at is pretty tough. I sent him a birthday card to his work in 2020, but no one seems to be working there anymore. I made him a quilt that he refused to take from his sister so his brother is holding onto it. He wants no contact. With anyone.

This has been a very slow, long , painful process. Filled with years of not enough hope and the very real sense that any day, could be the day I’m notified. Not just with one child, but all 3. This one, my oldest who is a LEO and my youngest who is a Type I diabetic. I was a stay at home mom and gave them as strong a foundation as I could. I helped them establish and reinforce their boundaries, only to be told that I never respected them. 🤷‍♀️
When people make the choice to remove themselves from our lives, however they choose to do it, it’s always painful. That one way is more permanent, is absolutely devastating. In the end. We do what we can. Alas, what we cannot do. Is make other peoples choices for them.

Shalom

Please believe me when I say. I was the first to figure out he got divorced. They didn’t tell anyone. I panicked. Which is why I contacted the friends father. To me it looked like an exit strategy. Even the friends father didn’t know about the divorce. I’ve managed to talk to my sons ex, once. She assured me that she had the same concern and at that time he was doing ok. He had a conniption and she has refused any further communication.
The friend who killed himself was just a friend. He was more of a brother to him than his own brother. He was one of us with no knock privilege to our home. He kept my son alive when my son didn’t want to live. The fact is, they were both suicidal teens. They made life fun in an ironic sort of way. My son will never be safe from this spectre. Now without any real connection to his past? No grounding? No roots? What sort of course is left? He’s part of the protest movement. What happens when the truth comes out? 🤷‍♀️

God bless and comfort your ❤️