10 December, 05:37
The enemy wants you demoralised, broken, and bowed out. This is the spiritual war. To carry on, no matter how much you are hurting inside and want the pain to end. Don't give them the satisfaction of your submission... either through compliance or self-harm. Make them expend their authority and ammo.
I am a very imperfect human, as any look at my "white hat surveillance file" will attest. I have plenty of my own struggles to face without taking on the world. At no point have I sought public status or monetary rewards for my work — beyond the basics of living. Nobody is really "clean" — we all sin — but I definitely am not corrupt.
What I really want is to be able to help people who need to recover from the nightmare of omni-enslavement. It is a job only the recovering slaves can do for the awakening slaves. I only care about vindication and recognition as means to legitimise doing that job.
Feeling so sad right now. How much longer?
I promise to keep fighting.
It's all I
I am a very imperfect human, as any look at my "white hat surveillance file" will attest. I have plenty of my own struggles to face without taking on the world. At no point have I sought public status or monetary rewards for my work — beyond the basics of living. Nobody is really "clean" — we all sin — but I definitely am not corrupt.
What I really want is to be able to help people who need to recover from the nightmare of omni-enslavement. It is a job only the recovering slaves can do for the awakening slaves. I only care about vindication and recognition as means to legitimise doing that job.
Feeling so sad right now. How much longer?
I promise to keep fighting.
It's all I
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It's a crazy mess eh? We filled our lives with fiction and influence for so many generations that now we and our children are addicted to the very sins killing us. We laid out and live such a tangled web of bullshit that we can't at all be totally honest in this realm and survive reasonably any longer...it' a liar's world and the brutally honest grow thin in it. I am not sure if it's the years adding the sheer number of situations lived through that I draw on for my "old man wisdom" now in life beginning to accumulate to the point it seems to have hysical weight...or just the general running down of all this as it slowly grinds to a halt that is so weighty on me, but things seem exceptionally heavy at times lately indeed!
09:30 PM - Dec 10, 2022
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