I have tried to deal with this alone, lifting it up to God. But I know that I need help with it. It's heavy, too heavy. Every day and night I pray that God helps my brother hold on to one more day. His only son's death has shattered him more than the 5 years he suffered and grew in prison. I feel he is giving up. He is as broken as a man can be now. I know that God breaks us to make us, but idk if he is going to make it through this loss. He is my person, my lifelong go to. Even while in prison he supported my fight against the evils I live in here. He needs God's mighty arms around him. He needs lifting that I can't give. I know if he leaves me, he is with God but I just don't know how to help him. So I come to you, my people, my friends, my soul connections, to ask you to please help me lift my brother from this despair, this unbearable pain he is carrying since my nephew left this world. God please help Jimmy. I need him still. Thank you #prayerteam it means everything to me.

Not sure this will help, hope it will. I’ve had tests that I thought would truly break me & lost so many dear to me in horrible ways. I held onto pain/grief for so long it began to destroy me physically & spiritually. I had to come to the understanding that I couldn’t fix/help everything/everyone but I sure could support them with prayer & just listening & love them. I had to understand each soul comes into their life with a contract with God & they themselves chose the lessons they wanted/needed to learn for soul growth. I had to learn I had no right to interfere & try to save them or fix them, I could just be there for them. Sometimes souls refuse to learn or they get lost along the way & pass on. I believe they are free of this earthly pain & will continue their soul growth on the Astral Plane guided by God & Ascended Masters & they may even choose to reincarnate to finish their lessons not learned. Let your brother know his son is now at peace, loved & was never abandoned by God.🙏