so sorry, it seems you said you looked into natural cures but were unsuccessful. all i can add is that i know first hand many health issues, ranging from serious cancers to minor issues, can be very effectively addressed with natural cures. i started on this path 30 years ago and continually shocked at what were told by the well educated "experts". i found the most assistance through a TCM pharmacist, in NYC years ago, and the learning was shocking. there are herbs and foods that will detox, repair damaged nerve sheaths, and nourish your system back to health. i had a long history of various health issues. conventional medicine could cure none and had no answers. i was early 30's and my dr said all my organ systems were shutting down and there wasn't much i could do about it. it took some years, but by grace of God, he handed me so many answers and 30 years later, here i still sit, don't visit dr's, don't pay for insurance, and haven't been sick since 2012, not even with a cold.