I passed the anger phase many months ago. I am in the resigned stage. I have many family members, including a son and two grandchildren, who are vaxxed. There was nothing I could say to change my son's mind. I have a BIL close to death with a cancer I strongly believe occurred because of the vax. I live with the knowledge that we really only ever have control over our own lives. I try to live for today and not worry about what is coming tomorrow. I believe that, regardless of how little I understand it, a greater power is in control and we don't understand his/her plan for us. I go with the flow. I feel a heavy feeling of sadness that we are marching into a huge storm and there is nothing I can do to avoid it.