09 June, 02:08
Am trying to put into words the tension I feel right now (and hoping it gives some catharsis to others who recognise it).
On the one hand there is... never give up... fight for the children... we have come so far and are so near... I have put the work in so enjoy the upside... you were made for this... it's a privilege to experience and participate... you can help so many people... I know this ends well... the best is yet to come.
On the other hand is... I am traumatised... I feel betrayed by those close to me... the dues of Babylon are still arriving... the burden of injustice is so heavy... why are the honest made to hurt so much... everyday tasks seem to have become near impossible efforts... will this waiting ever end... I just want the pain to stop.
My resolution has been to take things a day at a time. When I fall over, rest a while, recover my strength, then carry on. Find the middle way between helpless/hopeless and Atlas Syndrome ("I will save the world — solo").
On the one hand there is... never give up... fight for the children... we have come so far and are so near... I have put the work in so enjoy the upside... you were made for this... it's a privilege to experience and participate... you can help so many people... I know this ends well... the best is yet to come.
On the other hand is... I am traumatised... I feel betrayed by those close to me... the dues of Babylon are still arriving... the burden of injustice is so heavy... why are the honest made to hurt so much... everyday tasks seem to have become near impossible efforts... will this waiting ever end... I just want the pain to stop.
My resolution has been to take things a day at a time. When I fall over, rest a while, recover my strength, then carry on. Find the middle way between helpless/hopeless and Atlas Syndrome ("I will save the world — solo").
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What has saved me every time is the remembrance of just 1 child
and every child
NOTHING I can suffer compares
nothing.
When i feel sorry for myself, I return quickly to that place and it's over.
Stand tall warriors, we need you NOW and in each moment to come.
Loose the concepts
Re-memeber the love!
.
and every child
NOTHING I can suffer compares
nothing.
When i feel sorry for myself, I return quickly to that place and it's over.
Stand tall warriors, we need you NOW and in each moment to come.
Loose the concepts
Re-memeber the love!
.
01:02 AM - Jun 10, 2022
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
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