Am trying to put into words the tension I feel right now (and hoping it gives some catharsis to others who recognise it).

On the one hand there is... never give up... fight for the children... we have come so far and are so near... I have put the work in so enjoy the upside... you were made for this... it's a privilege to experience and participate... you can help so many people... I know this ends well... the best is yet to come.

On the other hand is... I am traumatised... I feel betrayed by those close to me... the dues of Babylon are still arriving... the burden of injustice is so heavy... why are the honest made to hurt so much... everyday tasks seem to have become near impossible efforts... will this waiting ever end... I just want the pain to stop.

My resolution has been to take things a day at a time. When I fall over, rest a while, recover my strength, then carry on. Find the middle way between helpless/hopeless and Atlas Syndrome ("I will save the world — solo").

A friend reminds me to Never Settle.

In this ever-changing world, easy it is to become lost in complicated twists and turns of everyday living. We continually adapt, insisting to maintain integrity in often volatile environments.

Via participation in ever-changing events, we can become unbalanced. Yet, when encountered with challenging energy, why not consider the concept of the growth involved? Our capacities to learn, to grow, are unlimited.

We shouldn't allow ourselves to dismiss challenges. Rather, embrace the opportunity. Decide to become inspired instead of intimidated. The results can be fulfilling and surprising.

Slow down a bit.
Consider what is available.
Always strive for more.

Never settle.

Be inspired by the evolved souls that occupy our perspective.
Consider it a gift.