Went to the grocery store last night just to see with my own eyes how the shelves looked. The baby food isle did have empty shelves and they had moved the formula to locked cases up by the registers but they were also empty. Sheleves are indeed empty, and people are being negatively impacted (again), but it reeks of yet another BS manipulated event. The timing is way too suspect. How much longer will the simulation run? 🤷🏼‍♀️

This morning it hit me, have been trying to pinpoint how I'm feeling. It's not fear or worry, I'm actually quiite calm, positive and optimistic. I think it's just sheer exhaustion, an overwhelming tiredness from carrying truth, not having anyone IRL who sees like I do and also remaining at a constant, heightened state of readiness for so many years. I do everythng I can to counter it...exercise, meditation, grounding, healthy foods, water, sleep...but some days are just harder than others.

I just keep going though.