I have no idea. I just had an ether dream when I was 6 or 7 from when I was having my tonsils out that had a lot of symbols that are relevant to today. I saw a photo in my 20s of a Prince who probably wasn't even born yet and I can't figure out how I saw it. I have always felt energy and it actually helped me to save my Uncle from a suicide attempt 20 minutes away from my house. It is a long story. I can drive by an area or building and get really bad feelings. I have no idea why GOD woke me up because I feel things so deeply and much of this journey has been very painful. All I know is as that little girl having an either dream I was treated so badly by the person putting me to sleep. I thought my parents were having me killed and felt so alone. In the dream I know Jesus was with me. I know he got me through many difficult times and if there is anything I can do for Him, I will.