I just want to say + Your Kindness is Beautiful!
Many Blessings @qualityorquantity = = = > < >

It is a roller coaster for sure.
Nana has had more than one tell me they guess they wish they just didnt know at times when they were feeling very low.
They said "Hell if I didnt know I would be like the rest of these ppl just tra la laing around happy doing my everyday shit just like the ones still asleep are" " Hell the only ones suffering here are the ones awake to what is going on, the asleep ones are just no different that always"

Then they calm down and get past the hurt of it and get back in the battle.

Everyone needs a break from this shit.
If you dont take breaks and do things to take care of yourself, well it will be much more difficult.

It is unfortunate that it is taking so long.
Nana has thought we were at a point where we would have the precipice for weeks now too.

But when you think about it, what is the alternative to staying in the fight really?

2020-21 were difficult for me because I went down various rabbit Holes.. At the end of 2021 and now 2022 I just focus on Presence. I live now, I dont watch news and I only come to this place to get updated. Got two bunnies and my dogs to keep me bright and smiling. I trust God above everything else like a child Trusts their parents. I give thanks for everything I have and how I could prepare for whats coming. Even if Im still unprepared in some way ... I Know My Father in heaven .. in my heart .. will take care of me . I practice complete Faith and it has made all the difference . Trust like a child and you will have entered The Kingdom. You will always be safe there .